where dwells my lofty spirit

as I hold the stillness of a rock?

have you ever felt the heaviness

pressing into/upon this dimension?

thick in “I don’t know”

are glimpses of optical awareness

the illusion bends and holograms hover

just out of reach

I feel dizzy sensations anchored to

physical depths yet floating beyond myself

tending my gardens, painting summer colors

to enhance my smiles surrendering to a voice

that is never heard

I feel my eyes weep

thinned by “I don’t know”

as my heart aches emotions

that have no reference

was I carrying the frequency

of clear something so fractural

it penetrated cellular structure?

or am I only stuck at this wall

bristling at the negativity of reality

in these moments I don’t care WHAT IS

I’d rather experience creation and

the imagination of what could be

~~sniffling~~ could you hand me a tissue, please?

and a light beam to melt this wall….yes, thank you so much

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