beliefs
much weight and responsibility,
to defend, uphold, and insist upon to others of different perspectives
ego
too much flamboyant expression, worry, paranoia, psychosis, mind chatter
debt
too much life swaying influence of freedom to honor
pain
too much suffering in the attempt to escape and avoid
judgement
too much motive to alter or change what is, non forgiving, contempt
betrayal
too much insecurity in oneself
Ron