Double Standard

I've convinced myself

she is not good enough for me.

I consider her manner too ghetto.

But when she visits she always cleans the house and cooks me something good to eat.
However, current events and world news holds no interest to her.

Yet she knows everything about me.
Always ready and willing to let me caress her soft, warm breasts and show me her private parts.

            Because she knows I’m freaky like that.

            Still, I feel she's peaked in her ambition and seem perfectly content having nothing.

Whereas I’m an ambitious poet and world     traveler. However, as much as I love freaky sex I would not  dare ask the professional women I date to do what she readily does for me. So, in all honesty I suppose that makes me a closet hypocrite?