got a text in the middle of the night

what bothers me is that i didn't sense that the world wasn't right

my son stood in the door

i called and stared and called some more and stared

muscle felled off the bone

and suddenly i was cold

i wanted to see him for life totally had gone

didn't want last time for him to be stone

i couldn't believe, his family didn't want it to be me

i just needed to see, fo all the life had totally gone

geese staying here standing on ice, i watch em fly

see them clear before they leave for the winter

ice blocks move and diamonds shine reflecting sun

and i move on

empty shell, so sorry for the rest, the one who inherits this mess

i needed to see him before life had totally gone

before he was stone

keys playing lightly over the smell of seduction

ease it easing it on over

laughs caught in the air with sighs

tears stinging my eyes to his voice (but they don't drop)

ow````i luv him, i loved him, i love him

and i just needed to see him fo life had gone

had left him totally

left wondering if he's thinking of me