Writers Block

You know you are my inspiration,

and you have been for many choices that I have made in my life.

Yet,

I find myself with strong hesitation,

when it comes to the moment for me to write.

I want to write about how I feel

when I come to the thought of you

and

I want you to read how your presence in my life,

God used you to pull me through.

You may ask yourself, 

"How does she figure that?  What makes her think God used me that way..."

Cause in all honesty,

if it weren't for your presence,

there would be some hurt grown folk round here today.

You totally keep me grounded,

you completely keep me focused

and you encourage me to keep God first. 

And I know for a fact,

that I'm that to you,

 and I'm thankful, cause things could be worse.

You could say,

the connection we have

is one that I have made up in my mind,

yet I "souly" know

that the connection we have

is one God has ordained

and allowed to develope over time.

So

although I find myself with "writer's block",

out of the respect I have for what

you're trying to do...

If you read this piece,

know that I'm not only your Friend...

But I'm your Soulmate

and I deeply care about you.