Toxicity’s Antidote
Heavy with the weight of unspoken truths
Are the lingering shadows of words unsaid,
Where intimacy’s whispers once danced like fireflies
In the quiet corners of our shared space.
There was a time when your touch, once a balm,
Became a flame that emitted the heat of hidden intentions,
Each caress became a reminder of the molten chains
That once bound us in our personal swirling dervish excitement.
The eyes that once wept sparkles of genuine light,
Became like an arid desert of manipulation glow,
A duplicitous love,
Where masks once secure,
Evolved into precarious falling expressions.
There came the time…
When promises,
Like fragile glass,
Shattered under the pressure of fantasy,
Becoming its own reality,
Where each shared a testament
To the lies we told ourselves.
Then…
In the silence that followed our disagreements,
I heard what was perhaps never meant to be,
Toxic affection attempting to become permanent
In my heart’s gentle echoes of love,
Reverberating with compassion and sympathy.
In retrospect…
I must give you credit,
For in the ruins of our relationship,
You grappled for the courage to admit,
Accept,
And ultimately exercise your abandonment of the vows.
Perhaps it was your vanishing
That gave me the courage
To find the light beyond the shadows,
Reclaiming the right
To
Simply
Be
Love,
Passion’s antidote for any malice of heart.
and "Where masks once secure, evolved into precarious falling expressions." Yes.
Yet, the chain of pain binds us until it is broken and one can fly, untethered, once more.
Several of my loves never really got going before they ended. My only short marriage ended primarily because of her misconceptions of what our marriage would be like and some resolved issues from her prior life and family. I was used to being alone, and adjusted quite easily.
Ron