when she was still so much alive
worried, yes, yet eyes still wide
something lurked Inside
who was she? just out of her teens
when she had (quite awake!) foreseen...
foreseen that one day,
all would
br- eak
how? when? why? she could not say,
just knew that there would come
that day
and so, it did!
somehow, just knew the time to be
Alive! as then would end.
was it all so hard to see
when one looked back
at her-story?
no reasons, none that THEY could find,
so puzzled, Docs perplexed, said,
"She should Not have lost her mind."
oh, really? what?
oh, sure, okay?
Yeah, wish it hadn't flown a w a y!
no one knows yet. no one still. no
one gets it, least and lastly-- she who
was so 'Not' supposed to be so ill!?
Oh, that my friends was
simply (simply?) a
chapter, one...
Yes, okay. okay!
Life, as known, had come un-
done!
seemed as if it was ALL-DONE...
FINIS!
Goodbye! to SHE who once was Free!
And thus, all this was to become
the grimy grist of--
this, this chapter, one.
But, Wait!!
there is much more that must be said
so many chapters to be written, READ!
as
she is NOT
dead...
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hope must live somehow, any, any who have known such 'madness' know, also, she/yes, and she is me, sigh~
& yes, I AM 'still here' -- know that you are not alone-- you are not, and as painful as it may be, my hope is with you, please accept it and please, hold fast your own...
thank you, all, not easy, this... all too true, you know, and just, this, these gifts you give with your comments...make, well, help one feel accepted just a bit more, perhaps...so grateful... for your comments, oh god, yes....and that someone might be, well, might feel some solace, god, I hope so....thank you, all...what an amazing group of writers...people, so grateful FOR having you all...um, means much, yes...
truths accepted, oh what words can do...thanks from my heart and just more...
Oh Micha!!!
This one speaks for me as well!! Your work is always so introspective, and that is healing for all who read it, because it is the "others" that put their perceptions of what and how it should all be on us, never taking the time, or wanting to take it, to understand why we feel as we do. I am looking forward to reading much more, your work will always be healing for the inner child, because when we read it, we do know that we are not alone!
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A True Story of My Life and My Experience with United States Immigration
I was an Abducted Alien by Department of Homeland Security...
Startling memoir is about a woman
This book is a collection of short stories that depict events in Author's life while she lived in Romania, then in Greece, and last in America. It's a beautiful and very sincere account of a young woman's life and comming to age.
Love,
C
truths accepted, oh what words can do...thanks from my heart and just more...
Amor
This one speaks for me as well!! Your work is always so introspective, and that is healing for all who read it, because it is the "others" that put their perceptions of what and how it should all be on us, never taking the time, or wanting to take it, to understand why we feel as we do. I am looking forward to reading much more, your work will always be healing for the inner child, because when we read it, we do know that we are not alone!
Giant Hugs,
Maria