I am relieved to finally have reached this point. This may not be my best writing but it felt good.
You throw your mighty weight around with me You believe for some reason that you are above me You yell, you curse, you give silent coldness The name calling is never ending You continue to wipe your feet on me Like as if I am beneath the worms in the ground You tell me I am worthless, I am nothing I guess you have to in order to feel big You tell me I can do nothing I can never do it right, whatever it may be You can afford motorcycles and computers Trucks, video games, whatever pleases you But there's no money for the doctor or the dentist God forbid we need new glasses
You've beat me down with more than your hands Your mouth, ugly words, lies and deciet Cheating and leaving when the mood strikes Because according to you I don't deserve better Your idea of being a man, a good man Is bringing home the money Making a house payment paying the cable You say who cares how you act As long as I have a roof over my head... Paid for by 'you' That without you I would have and be nothing
After all the years of hearing these things I unfortunately believe them The more you say I'm worthless The more worthless I become I know in my head you are an evil abusive man But my heart is forever scarred by you And so believes the lies After all...if I was worth anything You wouldn't put your hands on me You couldn't make me believe I am nothing You wouldn't threaten my life by cheating And you would never just keep walking out There are so many things about you That aren't good, not in the least While I've been honest, faithful, kind and supportive With here and there my temper would flare I've opened my eyes... I'm not beneath you any longer It's you who are beneath me
So after seventeen years..listen loud and clear I want you to be quite aware So that you are sure to hear and see my 'kiss off'
Good on you; about time you told him off! I would have not been so nice myself; I would have been uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuugly! LOL
A powerful, honest, no holds barred write, but shows strength and courage too. Keep on keeping on, and know that you are finally free of this jerk! NO woman deserves that kind of abuse...EVER.
(((HUGS))) and much love, your friend in Tx., Karen Lynn.
Good on you! You finally realize that you were being held down and decided to make the life saving decision to leave. Seventeen years is a long time to be abused; I'm sorry you went through this, but am overjoyed you are making a stand for freedom. A hard hitting, brutally honest, powerful write; poignant, but affirming at the same time. Well done!
This collection of poetry addresses the nature of time, reflections on the natural world, the difficulty of loss,
contemporary social issues and gratitude for life.
A powerful, honest, no holds barred write, but shows strength and courage too. Keep on keeping on, and know that you are finally free of this jerk! NO woman deserves that kind of abuse...EVER.
(((HUGS))) and much love, your friend in Tx., Karen Lynn.
Good on you! You finally realize that you were being held down and decided to make the life saving decision to leave. Seventeen years is a long time to be abused; I'm sorry you went through this, but am overjoyed you are making a stand for freedom. A hard hitting, brutally honest, powerful write; poignant, but affirming at the same time. Well done!
(((HUGS))) and love, Karla.