I know not why you went to war
So young, wide eyed, innocent
Did you believe in the reasons why
The world had come to chaos
Or simply in the knowing
That you must do what must be done
To live or die, to do your part
To give your all, your youth
Your future and your hopes
You went for that one dream, a nightmare to become
That you could hold back the storms of time
The tides of destiny and doom
By being what you were not, a man
Fifteen years old, how could you know
Of all that life could be in that far land
Full of death despair hatred and confusion
You did not, could not know the futility of it all
The loss of innocence, the abject overwhelm
Of losing mates and causing death
And yet
You gave up all, family, youth, and most of all
Faith in humankind to right the wrongs
To honour freedom and mankind
Protect dignity as much as life
Through peace and understanding
You knew that you must go
To take up arms, to stand the ground
To lead the assault on those who threatened
All that you held dear
Belief in life, in God, in justice, and in peace
Your very presence in that plane
Dropping bombs, on innocent and warrior alike
Caused such pain of responsibility
To do or die, and in the doing
Dying inside yourself, forever a walking corpse
A living dead who could not reconcile his choice
With all that had occurred in this war to end them all
But did not end the one that raged deep within
For all your life
Long after the bugle sounded
Not just your youth was gone But all hope
For mankind’s goodness, rightness and respect
Home you came, shadow of a man
Not that brave youth who wore the uniform
With such hope, such anticipation of righting wrongs
Now a broken man, a hurting man
Hurting for himself for lost friends and lost beliefs
For lessons too well learnt and those so soon forgotten
By politicians and men of power
Who did not know the pain of those who went
Of those who came not home, and those who did
Who gave their life for freedom, but not for glory
Nor for the posturing of foolish men too quick to once more
Take offence Give offence and go to again war
Their arrogance stupidity greed
Can never diminish your gift sacrifice pride
I know not why they think you went to war
I know not what you went to war
But think I know why
And why my children follow
Hope Faith Belief Protection of the unprotected
A Will to take ones place upon the page
Where history is written not of man and war
But of Man and dignity, honour and integrity
I know not why you went to war
But Thank you that you did
Ron
budd