Finding
Today will say nothing to reveal the secrets kept by tomorrow. Author
It begins it. I have been here before, as I could tell.
For finding: that myself I have reborn
But not seen, is forever to persist
To gather around the seasons of space with the everlastingness of event
With the layered energy as it is made of things.
Into the logical fiber of the tribute: a thought arises
And stays on course, slowly progressing, not done.
But do not forget the abyss
And castaways when thinking repeats in cycles.
If it should tremble,
Or the isolation should collapse the space in on me,
Begin moving forward by minutes
Or hours, if you will, or days, for stepping is power
In any time. And if there should be light
Flash light, or glow light by the third eye
Hold to it or wait for cycle –
It is knowing energy on its way
With any luck, collectively,
For lack of a better thought.
There is more to learn,
Next time, if not today.
A time when I’m relaxed and ready,
All set, not weary,
On center, without alarm, and not in the past
When everything went bad before despite all the planning
They call this getting ahead. It happens fast.
The happening is questionable.
Being aware of change is my responsibility;
You must take charge over the problem of knowing
You should keep a journal to
Small enough to stay by your hand,
To keep the seconds or minutes.
The words will carry each step:
If you are going beyond your past,
It will show. You have broken free
And know nobody else could have done that
Is a symbol of brainpower.
Moreover, if having put yourself on the road,
It is certain that you are on your way.
The chronicle is going. This time is yours
And will claim no other
To repeat beyond the loop;
And old terror: the terror that’s been since forever,
In the same space the inseparable normal good
Being passed through mankind
Came accessible to me: I fade into remoteness.
The last line of your first stanza resonated strongly with me, and I feel like you capture this journey we're all on in that line. I also like your references to energy and change. Two huge factors, most are oblivious to, that rule this journey called life. Well done.
Sheila