UNDER ME, OBSESSION

HIS LOVE COURSED ME,

I COULDN’T THINK OF NOTHING ELSE BUT HIS TOUCH,

I HELD HIM IN MY ARMS, WHEN HE WASN’T THEIR,

I EXISTED WITHIN HIM,

I SPOKE TO HIM, AS MY VOICE ANSWERED BACK, A CONVERSATION ALONE,

I WAS DAMAGED,

I COULDN’T HELP MYSELF, HE WAS MY OBSESSION,

LIKE A DRUG I CAME BACK FOR MORE, BEGGING, NEEDING, AND WANTING HIM JUST TO LAY EYE’S ON ME,

I MOANED IN THE NIGHT AS THE TOXIC OF HIS SCENT, SEDUCED MY MIND BODY AND SOUL,

I WOKE UP WITH CRAVINGS, OF MORE, SEEKING WHAT COULD NOT BE FOUND, BUT IT EXISTED, ONLY IN HEAD,

HIS FLUID WAS INJECTED IN ME, AS I LICKED MYSELF, HOPING TO TASTE WHAT HE LEFT BEHIND,

LEAVING ME TO FEND FOR MYSELF, I COULD ONLY HOLD ON TO WHAT BREATH I HAD, SO THAT I WOULDN’T ACHE NO MORE, THEN WHAT I HAVE BEEN,

I SEIZED TIME, AS TIME OVERED LOOKED, BLOOD RAN FROM ME, I COULD ONLY STARE,

I TRIED TO FLUSH HIM AWAY, HIS TOUCH, HIS THOUGHTS, THE NEED THAT BROKE ME INTO WHAT I HAVE BECOME,

WITHOUT HIM I WAS UNCONSCIOUS TO THE WORLD, NOTHING MATTER MORE, NOT EVEN ME,


BLACKNESS, WAS MY DAYS,

PEACE COULD NOT FIND ME, DETERMINATION I HAD NONE
MY MIND SCREAMED, BUT WORDS COULD BE HEARD, WHAT DANGER LURKED IN OBSESSION,

TRAPPED, I FELT NUM, NO ONE COULD REACH ME, I WAS BEYOND CRIES,

UNDERSTANDING FORGOT ME,

I PRAYED FOR HEAVEN TO HOLD AND PROTECT, WHAT I COULD NOT HOLD,

AS I LAY, IN THIS TWIGHLT STATE,