I Think I'm Fine
January 26, 2026
By Rose Marie Rideout
I wake up the same every morning
I wonder what does this day hold
I get dressed and eat breakfast
I think I'm fine, but am I really?
I sit with my coffee, turn on the news
Not too sure of much energy I have
Hours pass, I just sit in my chair
I think I'm fine, but am I really?
I don't want to go through the door
Don't want anyone to visit me today
Not too sure of anything anymore
I think I'm fine, but am I really?
There's a feeling, anxiety building
What makes me feel this, it's not me
I try hard to be happy, to be calm
I think I'm fine, but am I really?
I get aggrevated, quick to be upset
Often hurting the one I love the most
I'm sorry, I know tomorrow's a repeat
I think I'm fine, but am I really?
She loves me and stays by my side
Year after year, she loves me more
I want to be my old self, where do I turn
I think I'm fine, then I ask, am I really?
Rose
While we certainly begin to lose control of our lives as we reach old age, I believe you are referring to menopause that most women can't escape without some irrational behavior that they don't fully understand.
Men have their own, middle age crazy.
Ron