I’m rolling uphill

Caught square in a battle

Trying hard to Identify

Who God is now/

My brilliance being mocked

By the garrulous acts of

My idle mindset,  I

Haven’t made it yet,

Yet my spirit arrived

3000 years ago/

my body’s moving slower now,

age ain’t the issue; its being weighed down

by epic proportions of bullshit/

Catch this blockbuster

Playing in HD

On your own

Local brain stem/

I’m not the only one

Feeling let down

On the daily; going crazy…

Can’t ask the Lord to help me

If I cannot feel his presence

In this place,

Can’t bow down before thee

If after all that I’ve been through

The madness thickens

And my connection

To the Lord has been erased/

Don’t quote me nothing from the Word

I know the scriptures, but on today

I need a reality break

I need to feel good fortune

Being concrete against my face,

I need to know that my next breath taken

Is doing more than spreading influenza

In this place

Where is my stepping stone,

What is that one thing

That will change

My fall from grace?