“Son, you can be anything you want,” dad said.
I never heard this.
After all, a virus told my parents
I wasn’t going to live long enough
to be anything but a child.
Later, John Wayne, on the big screen, said,
I could be a hero.
That didn’t happen.
Instead, I came back from Vietnam with PTSD.
When I was a teacher man
for thirty years, students said,
“This is boring.
Why should I read?
Why should I do homework?
I’m going to be a famous baseball player;
a super model;
an astronaut;
win American Idol and cut a record;
be president of the United States.
Why go to school?
After all, look at Bill Gates.”
My son’s mother told him
he would be a famous movie star
and buy her a mansion; a Mercedes Benz.
He was bored in high school
where he stuck pencils in his nose to get attention.
Later, he dropped out of college.
After all, his mother told him
he could be anything.
Today, at thirty-three, he waits tables
Chasing clouds that vanish.
Do you think Bernard Madoff’s mother
said her son could steal fifty billion
If that’s what he wanted?
If so, look where that got him.
At least the odds are printed on a lottery ticket.
A few win.
Most don’t.
I even bought your book.
I worshiped you for 18 years.
But now every time I read how disappointing I am to you - it hurts.
I may have made mistakes, but even my mother (the witch) still loves me.
Isn't that what parents are suppose to do?
Love their children?
regardless?
Sincerely,
The Boy Half Your Age
Edwin
That virus couldn't have been more wrong! Great exploration (in a quiet calm voice and tone) of 'the dream' and the constant reality, the cold truth that no one in the end owes us a living, a career or an identity. It's good to see you back posting poetry, I missed you.
John
(((HUGS))) and love, Karla.
Mary
My Way, but it made him a ton of money. Trying to grow up to
be somebody ain't easy, unless you're somebody to start with.
Happily for you, and us, that virus was wrong. -gene.