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Ice, tears frozen in place, melting along the edges of your eyes. The heart of my desire embodied, in your wilting form and piteous cries.
Day after day, I stay in this place, your chords wrapped around my throat hold me here, if I move, I die, if I stay, I die waiting in silence for my world to implode under a coat of golden falling leaves,
Under the fallen leaves I sleep frozen for a thousand years. the moon rises, the stars blaze coldly miles upon millennia away frozen as your tears, still forging their path down along your cheek.
Timeless and reverent, you stand alone still always the one to be strong, the pillar of a long lost dream, to take upon your shoulders the grief of all. crimson tears, one after another disturb the dream pool, a single shimmer, a ripple plays upon its ebony waters and fades away again.
But I’ve lost myself again, fading into the storm an angel in ice, awaiting my summons the trees are black and bare, the world sleeps sleeps as I've slept for so long 'neath my blanket of ice.
Losing time, losing life as it slips by when I look into your crystalline eyes, oh, to save such a moment for eternity oh, dare I? dare I look away from your light? even for a second! I would give my life for you... I give my heart to you...
Oh bright one, even for one second for one moment, one kiss what I wouldn’t give.
Though you are but a dream, a frail illusion, and I must wake now. wake from this slumber, so deep must leave you here to wait for me I will keep your memory dear to me, and we shall meet here again we will meet again, though a distance there is..
numbness consumes, I feel not the cold, the emptiness of this separation, all that is, all that will be all that ever was, just fade into the stars
the blizzard gusts, the snow piles upon itself agonizingly and packs down, a mountain crushing me but I wait, safe with this sphere, of golden light and burning fiercely within.
The ice melts so slowly you fade so slowly, it breaks my heart one silver breath suspired in a hazy torrent disturbs the quiescence.
the leaves are softly blowing away, brown and rotting. the azure, cloud-mottled sky is my only witness, I know I am alone. you are gone and I am empty save for the dim remembrance of our love.
The spring rains come, warmth that washes away the last of the ice lightning tears the sky, but still I stay thunder deafens me, yet steady I wait I wait, defenseless, staring at the blackened sky waiting for you, waiting to feel alive.
I lay among the wildflowers, ancient, yet still unchanged, unmoving the world does change, I am left behind a remnant of a time long passed a life long expired.
But here! as the golden sun sets wearily I feel the promise, the need again, the awakening I feel the chill in the late summer's breeze... I hear you calling to me... still, you weep
Your eyes open so slowly after having been shut so tight only to stare sightlessly in my direction blood tears again, just as I’d remembered the leaves are gathering again, concealing my body I close my eyes, I close them tight and stand the golden leaves flutter about me and fall to rest at my feet as I embrace you for the first time and perish in a blaze of ice and flame.
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~ Sandie Angel a.k.a. May Lu ~
like the aurora borealis...graphic!
The last line is explosive, Virago.