Here I am again

Just like I was the time before and the time before that one

Curled up in a corner like a lost sheep

Belonging to know one and wanted by none

Recalling what you said the first time

That it would be the last time

And that you were the only one that cared

You said it would be the last time

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Yet here I am

Nose busted

Lips dry and crusted

From the blood from my nose that met the one from my lip and joined forces

Just like it was the last time

When you said it would be the last time

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What was it this time that made you click?

What did I do or say that did the trick

That made the promise broken

Like the ribs I am holdin

Just like it did the last time

When you said it would be the last time

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When will it be the last time?

Just like you said it would be

Will I know?

Will I be able to see?

Or will I be told laying up in some hospital bed and you in the morgue

Or will I be the one laying in the morgue and you in somebody’s jailhouse

Doing twenty to life

Cause you said it would be the last time

When will the last time be the last time?

Like you say it would be