09.03.03

It's cloudy outside
And that's how I feel.
It's cold and wet
Inside this heart of mine
It's winter with no sun
It's summer without birds
That's how I feel.
Not a dream and not a hope
It's dark inside my soul
When usually there's so much light.

Once again I have to tell myself
No, not now... This time is not mine
Once again I have to go through sleepless
And painful, lonely nights
Once again I just have to know
It's come to the point "no-no"

So that is why, I feel so down
That is why I've come
To the point "Clear-out"
When I have to deal with myself,
My own heart and soul I have to face.
It's hard confronting yourself.

Once again I have to tell myself
No, not now... This time is not mine
Once again I have to go through sleepless
And painful, lonely nights
Once again I just have to know
It's come to the point "no-no"

I am waiting for you to come to me
The right, my all, my only one
The person I will see as my hero
The person I'll see as my power
The person I'll cry to, a person who
Will warm up even my shadow
Never letting me feel cold...
But as usual I sit here crying...

Once again I have to tell myself
No, not now... This time is not mine
Once again I have to go through sleepless
And painful, lonely nights
Once again I just have to know
It's come to the point "no-no"