My Desires…. 11/19/08

I want to...chill low key mellow out

Sit at the foot of the bed breakin it down

Walk around in the nude for my own self satisfaction

Write a nice hook to get applause from

Get my shit...out there

I want to...love freely open minded hold hands with a love

Tell him he has peace now

Screw, make love, f*** every given day we say

Make some rhythmic passion not babies maybe five years from now

I want to....memorize that jazz assortment the Beverly Hills library constantly replays

Love to work the hell out of him to that shit...

Drink in my hand with nothing on my mind

Book number two already in the making, three in well preparation, number one already well recognized and publicized

That jazz brings out the core of me...

I want to....get this degree I’m told I need that has no accordance with my dream but that sense of accomplishment I’m starving for

M.A. might be next...the studio might be next...that stage with mic should be next...New York... I'll get there

My dreams are next

I want to....autograph a napkin for a kid who’s never met a star before

Look em in the eyes promise them a future with a horizon

Put em up on some game useful, like my soulmate taught me

Be of some motivation to the weak minded

I want to....tell them take five steps back until I say go

Don't confine me don't lie to me don't even day dream of it, don't alter my ego I love my shit

Tell them shhhh I'm listening to god speak

That's proper game...

They're afraid...because I won't look back…

I want to....run away with him...

Carry the weight of our beautiful shit on the shoulders of I so the whole world can learn

Patience out bids temptation

That common ground the blind can't feel

We got it….finally….

I want to....reserve the right to be me and receive the respect for hanging right foot off the cliff

I took the risks I was frowned upon for considering

Money stacks get one far but I’m talking about grabbing a dream with wealth built in to it

I’m talking about paying off this debt and providing moms with the rest of her life to do where her heart leads her..

I want to....put the joint down

Retire it...pick up the champagne wine glass in return

Tell the tree man his shit is good but my mind is better

Have one last session with the home girl

End it on a good note

Wake up feeling new..

Reborn…

I want to...

Be me

I am me

I want to....be all I sleep about being...