I could hear her from.behind a wall of trees
She didn't speak, just breathed
I caught her breath, it was full of torment
Crying out, save me, get me out!
Through the cracks there was streaming sun
I knew the had to be some way in
Like Alice in the Rabbit hole, a huge lock
Separated us 💔 forever!
I stayed there, waiting for a sound
Anything, but there was only soft gurgling sounds...
I was forbidden to go near that dark forest
On pain of severe punishment,
I did it anyway, punishment be dammed!
Finally leaving, in fight and flight
If I'd had Herculean strength that wall
Between us, would of been ripped asunder
So we could flee into the twilight
I walked back and forth like a caged lion
Time after time, looking up at the window
Atop the wall, wanting to smash it
Shimmy up, grab my Rapunzel..
Time ticked on, the Mad Hatter called Tea
Dormouse agreed, I listened to ancient babble
My mind always fixated, on the way in...
One sunny day, on my way to a housed Can
I stopped by a fence, to pick Chinese Gooseberries
There I stood enjoying the treat, till I looked up
And froze into the ground beneath me
There she was, in a small garden,
Wearing a polka dot dress, hair of light brown
Cascading over the stump her head lay upon
An axe placed beside her head, facing away from me...
I was focused on her, the stillness, her legs
Dangling on the ground, no movement.
Then like a thunderclap came a dreadful roar
As he shouted," Get the Hell away from here"!
Still frozen in my boots, for a few seconds more
I realised he was tidying her dress at her buttocks
Another raucous shout, and I spat my berries, the ground
Released me, then I ran. RAN, AND RAN
I Dont know where I went, to this day it's all
Gone black, the 🕳 in the wall caved in
Silence deafened my ears from where I was
Wherever that was, however long it was!
I thought no more about it, it disappeared,
Like a dream, yet not, and I think it truly
Went down the rabbit hole, I couldnt find her!
One day I dirtied my dress, so I was washed, and given a polka dot
One to wear. I wandered a wasteland, from then on,
Wearing that green dress with white Polka dots
Never wanting to ever take it off, but I had too, they said!
60 years later, I see it all again.
I don't know where she is, I went there to try and
Get her scent, her vibe, but it's all gone, long gone!
All's left are vague haunting memories, everyday!
My only hope is beyond the blue,
I'll see her face in mine too
No more little dots, but pretty dresses
Matching, Neath blue sky and seaside dreams.
I meet her there, yes, I know I will.
Till then, my otherself, wait on a little longer,
I'm coming to you! I'll never leave you
No walls will stand in front of us, cept Golden ones!
Ch'erie de Perrot
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25/01/2024
Ron