In a vacuum
she seeks her heart..
Frozen with fear..
She finds
No tomorrow..
She tastes..
She sees..
She feels
Yet knows..
She is but
an illusion..
She is a ray of light
That reflects emptiness..
Her capacity to trust.
Grinds with torturous
silent screams.
All is halted..
Life stops..
Reality becomes an illusion..
Deep dark memories..
Take bites of her soul..
From deep within..
A place she
does not know..
Memories
Now distant
in the wake of the roads
of fate
she has traveled..
Miles and miles..
She has walked..
This road of life..
To find..
She has to stop..
Barricaded ..
Dead end
Like a landslide
of her mind..
A memory
She does not
really know.
Does not quite
remember..
But there..
Buried in the deepest places..
within her..
Desperately wanting out..
Wanting the pain
to scream forth
But her mind holds
the secrets..
That her soul needs..
fights 
fears
To finally be freed
Simple peace
with herself is her elusive dream..
Hidden under the landslide
in the darkness of hidden memories.