Thirty Days With Jesus
To my dear, and darling Leah; the sweetness of my spirit; the love of my soul.
You have been with Jesus thirty days now, and oh what sights you must behold.
I know to you it seems like only a whisper; a shallow and soft blink of the eye.
Yet for me my love, it feels like a million years since I held you in my arms and kissed you and said our last goodbye.
I am happy now that you are free of the earthly bondage which brought you so much pain.
Yet I…even though I know that we shall meet again I feel like I am going insane.
Do you remember that I once told you that you would never know how much I love you?
Yet now I suspect that with eyes of the spirit that you know all I said has always been true .
Leah, I don’t know what of this world you can see or even feel.
But if you can see or feel this of which I write, tell Jesus I said hello.
And Baby…one more thing, if you would just ask Jesus to soften for me this terrible blow.
Leah, I hope also that you have thought of me;
I know that there are so many wonderful things in which to see.
But know that you are on my mind both night and day.
And also know that I shall fulfill unto you that last promise I made.
Thirty days with Jesus….just a whisper to you; a soft blink of the eye.
Yet for me my love it has been a lifetime for my very spirit to cry.
I miss you Leah…and China misses you too.
I will always…oh always forever and ever love you.
J. Allen Wilson © 10/7/08
As tears rush to my eyes in reading of your struggles and your pain, I realize that you are teaching each of us the value of a relationship with Jesus Christ. Your love for Him gives you the living hope that you will be with Leah again and provides the comfort that mere man cannot give. He is there constantly, as a brother, holding you up and offering His strength and comfort.
Keep writing, Allen. We need to know and understand.
Love and prayers, Connie
So beautiful it made me cry. Yes, you will be with Leah again one day, you will see her lovely face. God bless and keep you.
Many blessings,
~Linda
You take those unitiated with loss on a powerful journey to the depths of despair and the pinnacle of hope. A month is not long, and yet, seems to go on forever. I know ... perhaps not the same kind of loss, but I know ... yours is a shining, deep, agape love. The love of your Father, Who gave you that love. Rest in His arms; He hears your cries from the heart. He will never leave or forsake you as you grieve Leah. Excellently penned, honest emotions - know you are ever in my prayers -
(((HUGS))) and love, Karla. *tears*
God Bless,
Lew
I love you, (((Dear Allen)))!
(((HUGS))) As always, your friend in Tx., Karen Lynn. :( >tears! <
In Christs Love
Michelle~