I wonder where I would be right now if I had not found you?

Would I still be here, living on this earth?

Would I have found someone to love me like you do?

Would I still be working a nowhere job, still going nowhere into my old age?

Or would I have been lying six foot down, covered with cold dirt?

But I do have you...

I have not only the body of you,

I have your love that blooms like a flower in my heart.

I have your soul that shines in mine letting me know that you will always be there.

I have you to hold me and wipe away my tears when I am lost.

I wonder where I would be right now if I had not found you?

Love you Baby,

Jan

1-15-2012