UNWORTHY of YOUR LOVE

Jan, I am so unworthy of your love. After a hard day’s work you greet me with a hug and a smile, and all I do is grunt and complain about the day.

Even still amidst all this, you throw in a joke and somehow make me smile anyway.

You my love have stood fast beside me through three surgeries and cancer treatments and never once did you complain.

You did for me when I could not do for myself when due to your stroke you were in such pain.

Unworthy am I of such a love as this, one that is only ordained from OUR God above could it exist.

I know that I am only half the man that I used to be, but somehow, I don’t know how, but YOU dear Jan still truly love me.

Many are the hurts sweet one that I still hold…many are painful memories to you which lie still untold.

So I ask myself in the darkness of my night, HOW can you love me like you do?

However, looking back over my life in retrospect and despite the hardships, nightmares and tormenting dreams, I am fortunate more than most to have not one, but two angels to come to my rescue.

I my sweetie love you will all my heart and until my last breath I always will.

You saved me from a certain death; you rescued my soul and though underserving…You still love me.

God bless you baby and Merry Christmas 2012  

J. Allen Wilson © 12-24-2012