a poem i wrote on my 1 yr anniversary

Envy me,
I’ll always hate you
Licensed to kill
Pry open my veins
Just to feel

Reunite me blood and rain
I long to feel love once again
Caught in a state of crimson and numb
Standing in a church
Praying he is the one

Dear, dear diary
Hear my cry
I wish I was a flower
I wish I was a butterfly

Reunite me blood and rain
How I long to feel this once again
Caught in a state
Of summer and glee
Praying he is the one

Mark this date
In the book of fate
As it burns into a flame of hate
Watch the embers
Burn through the evening

Reunite me blood and rain
How I long to be free once again
Caught in a state
Of crystal tears
Knowing he is the one

The union of two
Blood of God
Anointing us with his rain
Freeing me within
Leading me to be true to him

Reunite me blood and rain
How I long to love within
Calendar, calendar on my wall
How time went by so fast
When this past year has been a ball