why am I once again hurting?
why does he still cause me pain?
he is no where to be seen,
yet his barbs appear
from out of no where
ripping me to shreds
from the inside out
it's been several years
healing seemed complete
then the darkness returned
now I'm tired cold and hungry
I'm not alone, but I feel alone
due to the blindness in my eyes
and the mistrust within my heart
all the while he haughtily sits
lavishly living in his own private hell
dreaming up ways to spew more poison
destroying everyone that ever touched him
since he enjoys his misery let him enjoy
I've finally realized the truth
it is I who is the fool
he told me from the start
that ruining what he didn't want
was the direction he chose to take
stating there's nothing greater than him
he truly believes that he is almighty God
I believed he really didn't mean that
but that was the only truth he ever told
forever bearing the scars the barbs cut on me
each day upon awakening, I'm reminded of the pain
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Always,
Deborah
Your writing is heartfelt, which has touched my inner most being. With powerful words which will resonate with many, your beautiful spirit and strength of character, will be victorious in battles with those who unequal to a genuine soul.
With great respect and admiration, Stuart
(((HUGS))) and much love (and prayers)~
As always, your friend in Texas, Karen Lynn. :(
Be always safe,
Karen
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