The dreams I wrote about (Warning Dreams) have come to fruition! The noise in my ear to keep me aware of her (its) presence never stops! The fight is continuous. I block the entity every which way I can. When I sleep I try to think of leaving my body to do battle with the creature. I think I succeed sometimes, but can't be sure.

Slowly, body parts are being attacked, especially on the left side. At 78, I am not the force I was in earlier years. However, age doesn't count out-of-body. The last time I got out, or started to, that moment in-between complete awareness and non-awareness gave her the chance to grab me by the throat. It startled me, sending me back into my body. But not before I saw her: Gray, hairless, genderless, she was indeed a demonic force. Still, like all demonic forces, a coward. She (it) does not have the guts to face the one she attacks on a level battleground!

I keep trying to get out and fight, but I am beginning to wonder if that is the answer. I could kill the physical body that it emanates from, but I believe I have done that in previous lives. If so, I will only have to face the same situation in the next life. No, I will find the answer in this one if I live long enough.

In the meantime,  I have a book coming out soon titled, 'I Have To Hurt You, 2nd Edition.' It contains the whole story of the beginning of this abominable situation. To make this book available, 'I Have To Hurt You' the original version has been discontinued.