What a strange situation
it's brand new
yet it feels so old
Like I've been here before
and fear stops me cold
Could it be?
And if it is
what will happen to me?
Can I pick myself up and move on
when all my hope has gone?
No!
I can't wear it
I need to shrink back
in to something more comfortable
I need to run
I need to hide
I can't live with this fear by my side
I want my old skin back
It may not be safe
but at least I know what to ecxpect
But it wont quite fit will it?
Not as perfect as the new one
And my fear is related
to what is allready said and done
My old skin is a painful
comfort zone
That I sometimes slip into
to do myself wrong
I see it so clearly now
for what it is
There's no turning back
I've found peace in this
And I'm strong enough to share
I don't need to stand alone
To find the courage to care
I'm sorry I wore something old
for you
From this day on
I will always wear new
Sheri
Great write. Thank you for sharing.
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