dedicated to Jamie Lee Strong of whom I wrote Show Me That You Love Me, the poem and book, and many other poems. Died August, 2008 at the age of 41..goodbye my love
Sitting here my mind runs from me
My insides numb and eyes don't see
You have always been such a part of me
My heart aches, eyes dry with unshed tears
How do I cry away all the now lost years
You saved me, loved me, chased away fears
Even though we were apart for so long
My heart always knew where it belonged
For you it always beat so strong
I can't seem to imagine you not here
I just can't seem to find the right gear
Shifting from you here, then you disappear
Keeper of my heart, your face is clear
When I dream you are still so near
I feel so selfish wanting you alive
I know how you suffered with life
Your illness got you I know
Love doesn't stop it still grows
What do I do, you are gone
Soaring with angles till dawn
Soar high love
Hit those skies
Till we can soar them together
Goodbye
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