I write "I Wonder" as I think of the precognitive dreams I had about severe floods...etc., and how sharing them, in my own publications and websites since early 2005, discomforted literally every person I know. . .and also as I think about how sharing my painful life story and asking for help sent people running away from me.

I eraced my story from all postings and accepting people's inability to deal with such depths of pain. (God is my only friend.) I also wiped out my “forewarnings”, because it was foolish of me to assume people would want me to share them. I was wrong. But I still See more than most would want to believe and my weary heart sometimes cries for all of us, because there is nothing I can do to stop what we'll go through. . .