(A quick note is that anything in quotes in the poem relates to the song mentioned later on in the poem because there has been some confusion about this!!!)
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Today I found a memory
Sealed away inside my book.
It was a note you gave me
It hurt, and I could barely look.
The note itself was not painful
Our situation was, though.
I wish I could forget.
You really stooped so low.
You took advantage of me
No more inocence that I own.
Maybe this song will get me through it.
My song that is unknown.
You gave me my first kiss.
You gave me everything.
I was falling for you.
It was like you were my king.
"Even though you smiled while I lay.
You never loved me anyway."
I missed my first homecoming
Waiting up for you.
You were with another then
And there was nothing I could do.
"There was nothing possible to keep my tears at bay,
You never loved me anyway."
I should have listened when they told me
You were bad news
Stay away.
But a woman's love is strong.
It is impossible to make it fray.
"I came to a realization on a brand new day.
You never loved me anyway."
Even though you left.
I still wait for that call.
Telling me that you are sorry
And miss our trip to the mall.
"But there is nothing you can do or say.
You never loved me anyway."
So I guess that's that.
To you, we never met.
Well two can play at that game.
My new goal is set.
"Someday you will pay.
You never loved me anyway."
You will grow up lonely.
Be a prisoner to your own twisted mind.
And I will look at you with pity.
This is what happens to your kind.
"My tears are seen in the sun's ray.
You never loved me anyway."
You taught me a lesson
I'm glad I learned presently.
Fall in love with someone you know.
I'll do what's right for me.
And even though my heart aches
It's not you that it aches for.
It wants the person It thought you were
But that person was only your fake lore.
"So I guess it's safe to say,
I never loved you anyway."
(This is a poem about my first heartbreak in which I dealt with a player, and although it doesn't seem like it in the poem, I'm still a virgin. That's just a note for those who know me and read this and get the wrong idea!)
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