My heart exploded yet again over you
By a simple accident in which I thought you were hurt
And I realized that I wasn't over you as well as I thought.
But I can't be with you.
I'd go to the ends of the Earth for you.
I think you know that.
And whenever I see you, I just want to wrap my arms around your neck and kiss you like it was our last as well as our first.
But you don't feel the same.
I'll never kiss you.
I'll never hear your voice utter "I love you."
I'll never wake up beside you.
I'll never hold your hand.
And I want to.
More than anything I want to.
But unrequited love is unrequited for a reason.
My feelings for you must not be true love
No matter how many times I say it is.
Because love can only happen when two people are together.
Infatuation....no matter how much it makes me smile or how much it makes me cry, it is not real love.
No matter how many times I say I want to be yours,
The powers above us, our hearts, must inside know that it would never work.
My heart may hurt, but it knows that even though it loves you, it really doesn't know you as well as it thought.
And that you must not be right.
I envy you.
Your heart already knows that.
I have to let you go.
But then again, I never had you.
But you'll always be in my heart.
You taught me so much, even though you don't know it.
You taught me not to change for someone else.
They will love you only if you can be yourself, and if they don't love you like you love them, than they don't deserve you.
THEY don't know what THEY'RE missing.
You helped me grow up.
You helped my heart grow up.
We'll always grow and change.
And someday, you may forget me.
My smile.
My laughter.
The way I blushed when we danced, even though you felt only friendship.
I'll never forget you.
And even though I am wiping at my tears now.
I just want you to know.
That wherever you are and whoever you become
You'll always be loved by me
As a friend
As a crush
As however you want me to love you.
So no matter where life takes you
No matter what you do
I'll remember your warmth
The warmth from your heart
And the warmth of your hugs
And that warmth will always be with me
So even if we never meet again
And you lose yourself
Just think of me
And I'll give you back your warmth.