As we sat together, I felt so loved, I never have felt this way before.

You are everything that I have ever wanted, even when I didn't even know it.

When I am with you, nothing else seems to matter, everything just feels so right.

As I think back on all the things that we have been through, I find myself smiling...not because those times made me happy...but because we made it through all that negativity.

When no one thought we would...we did. And even though we are happy...I still find myself pushing you away.

I don't know why. Maybe it's because im scared to let anyone get too close.

You always tell me that you would never hurt me. But I find myself wondering...

What if you did?