Nearly half of my life,
"Not being good enough," was apart of my strife.
Worrying about,
Not being good enough for myself,
Not being good enough for others,
Not being good enough for my brothers.
Not being good enough for the beholders.

And it was deserving so,
listening to others knock me so.

"You big dummy."
Run on home to mommy!

"Country boy."
For the city decoy.
Fool got jealous with his squirrel looking self.
Tried to attack my mental health.
The girl liked me,
so he couldn't stand me.
Tried to attack my profile,
and it did work for awhile.
Not anymore,
cause the bullshit hit the door.

My own father,
who never did bother,
"I don't think you my son."
Well, I look just like the son of a gun.
He practically spit me out,
then tried to kick me out.
Made his quote,
then got on his boat,
went fishing,
after having me wishing,
he would visit me one time.
That was the last chance he got,
to make my feelings rot.

By the time we reach a nice ripe age,
life and others have us programmed for their own selfish page.

I reprogrammed myself,
for my own personal health.
Then I began to increase my own personal wealth.

If I'm not good enough for you,
see you later,
alligator.

I'm good enough for myself,
the hell with others mental health.

Others my not approve,
God my not approve,
But I approve,

of my dam self!

No more ego knocking going on here,
and I hope to others this is very clear.

Sincerely,

G