She flies
on the wings of insanity..
Laughing
at all who think they are
free..
She finds courage
in the face of her own..
enemy..
She finds light in the
dark..
Darkness in
light..
She is burning
from the cold..
Cold emanating
her own heart..
She has no control..
Her heart is empty..
Yet she feels it will
explode....
She finds hope in
dieing..
She finds life in..
death.
She finds happiness..
insane.
She finds empty peace ..
alone..
She finds..
She is always searching
yet never far
from home.
She sees into
the darkness..
She prays
she will go blind.
Paralyzed
by emotion..
Yet feeling
live scars inside.
Wanting everyone
to see her..
Yet
she continues to hide...
in her mind
Flying
on the wings of insanity.
Looking down on her
reality..
Blood falls
like water..
Water turns
to tears..
She sees all in ...
crystal clear confusion..
Through webs of 
childhood
fears.