© Jaimey Perham 05/23/2011

Every day I live my life in pain

Never wanted all this attention and fame

My blood boils as my thoughts drill my brain

Just wanted to inspire others without any strain

I often think of death and what that might hold

But breathing is better at least that’s what I been told

I am better under pressure when all the rest fold

Alive in the spotlight not in the cold

But as the days pass I get more tired and wary

My eyes are heavy filled with sadness and teary

Loneliness and anxiety fill my empty days

I sit and wait for my dream to come my way  

Somewhere out there across the globe wide

I know my love waits alone dressed in her hide

To take me away from this nightmare of fear wild

And when our hearts become one I hope to finally feel mild

Every day I live my life in pain

Never wanted all this attention and fame

My blood boils as my thoughts drill my brain

Just wanted to inspire others without any strain