Once he was a man of laughter,
yet now he is a man of tears,
For he lives his miserable life
as a falsehood, year after year.
Sorrow has now become his partner
in his one dimensional life,
for he leaps through paper illusions
filled with imaginary strife.
His dreams have deserted him
and his hope is now almost blind
for a spirit of darkness has assaulted
and raped his fragile mind.
This life that he now lives, is cruel at best,
And still with tears in his dying eyes
He clamors but for just one taste of its former zest.
For this life of his has lost all of its meaning,
and trapped within these white walls, he continues…
and continues his silent and unheard screaming.
And there in the corner by the windows glass pane,
still lies the remnants yesterdays yellow stain,
for it was there, through the window
he attempted once more to simply dream.
Yet he failed in his futile attempt,
and it was here he relieved himself
in uncontrollable, and muted shame.
For he is a prisoner of another time,
and what was, no longer is,
with nothing being as it seems.
Yet still for his crime he must pay,
Because in this world his,
No one is permitted to dream.
J. Allen Wilson © 2004
Your talent soars with realism...
I could feel myself being transported
into his world.
Outstanding !!!
Yf, *Linda*
This sounds like a classic case of clinical depression,
for which there are now many treatements that work.
A sad poem...though very well written.