Humiliation and self induced scorn,
I heaped upon my tattered soul,
As I, weary in both body and mind,
succumbed to the equation in whole.
Looking for an out, as I staggered in,
searching for a solution, wanting to win.
Walls of imbalance are leaning my way,
as the tides of absolution, slowly exit the day.
Humble and resolute am I against this sway,
for the substance of myself tasted bitterness this day.
As I, in contemptuous and muted shame,
grow tired of society’s torrid little game.
“So forgive and forget”…said I,
“But I cannot”, myself replied,
For the walls of imbalance,
Have crumbled before my very eye…
Leaving this shattered spirit to…
Die.
J. Allen Wilson © 2004
I agree with Ed, stay BALANCED
and keep your spirit STRONG so
we may enjoy your poetry to it's
fullest. Your talent never ceases
to amaze me with every poem....You
use that talent to entrall and keep
us reading.
Yf, *Linda*
You are too great a talent to be wasted, J. Allen.
My favorite line in this pondering poem is:
"...Looking for an out...as I staggered in."
Supreme!