Whole

...was also in as poor a health,
and had once sought out a poor ladies wealth.
The luck of the seeking I sought had won her affection as sure as today I suffer her health.
I had actually lazily sought to seek
and won it all whole
-and as now or then does a whole seeker say
to a holey well of wealth
that my paranoid gains are less too personally mentioned,
had all slipped way by gravitation of an interest drawing crowd,and not ever been mentioned :
"Oh boy did I manage that job
as well as one empty pail sold full and filled,
that a judge of intimate knowledge of my life and affairs
confuse and not resist any issue of my legal weddedness to
the holey ladies life and initial incentive-
confused, in either quick reflection,
or with a weeks rest to reflect on the case ;
written on the deeply sorrowfull, suffering bottom of the bottomless well
inscribed on my face
that any honest judge take a part piece of a bribe to settle the case- not to mention find excuse for his esteemed
holey confused name.

My health?..is as big the lucky ladies wealth on
any of a penetrating night of my intentionally past
failed lifeslong bad luck of a now secretly revealed lifelong pursuit and
suspicion by a good holey name.
"my mistake, and
appologies to the misses, your wife?".
"as if of an earthshaking fortune squandered
if
not a lifeslongs' pursuit down a wrong path, that
I
also must say that it is of the deposition of a wrestling though never tested whore, that I now
recognize an err,and must retest her of a new question of
parentage and birth of the holy parts of her life's
intercourses, to know a whole picture of my seeking at
your door."

"Good luck!."

My own whole self though does suffer of
conscience some nights over a courtroom deceipt,
such as I?-

that I had once walked in a lazy dreary dream to place a half hearted begging word for the riches of a stranger , and lifelongs partner- never married?(though) in written or spoken testimony
As god be my witness,my existance and certificate of my breath right here in front of your nose does really witness my existance regardless of who voted for or against the judge.
That I'd look at you straight faced and tell any of a list of lies I could create of my own wishes and desires .

As I am wholey
wholey well-as all is well that ends well, as was once
and is a wholey holey well-
it's parts, pieces, slants, tilts
and contents reunited to a whole exact happy balance