Leave Me Alone…

Leave me alone,

Just let me be,

I am telling you all,

Don’t f*** with me…

This is not meant for AD,

But it could if you know what I mean,

I am having bad days, of late, here at my scene,

Wish I could just run away and hide,

Don’t mean to be herein snide…

Chasing my tail, I seem to be,

Round and round in circles,

Where he stops nobody knows,

Have been finding of late, new and much lower lows,

But you don’t need to of that, know,

For I just want to be left alone,

No work, no neighbors, no prying eyes,

No saying that I am going to be okay,

No family members calling with their lies…

I am sorry for the language I have put down here,

It seems to be more colorful since the meds started, I do fear,

I seem to have lost, to a degree, any of my own personal fear,

Of telling people off, of letting them know just how I feel,

The doctor just says, it is the meds, that is the deal…

I try to write it all out, so I don’t insult anyone to his or her face,

Would hate to be doing that to someone who has in their hand any mace,

So therein is the problem, you can take from it what you will,

The problem I have is that I am more open with my feelings,

And that my dear friends and readers at AD, is the general case…

                        © poppywrittED ~ 7/6/04