i'm torn and twisted; burnt and blistered...

now all i can do is barely crawl...

and why am i... the one
left crying
with no one near me;
nobody there... to hear me call?

i'm so afraid this isn't random
it's exactly what i've dreaded

sometimes i wonder
if i'm headed...
for yet another graceless fall...

and so i wander, lost, abandoned
wondering... was it worth
the pain and suffering... after all?

i feel so broken
split and shattered
spilled into a billion pieces

i try so hard to pick them up...
but i just can't find
a place to start

so ripped and shredded

Sometimes i wonder
exactly where i'm headed.
i'm just so tired of...
trying to interpret my heart

i miss our fire; unbound releases...
now i'm so cold; it's getting old...

i can't see past the blurs and creases
no one to have; no one to hold...

we were here; and now we're gone...
and where'd we go... I just don't know

and why am i... the one
left crying
with no one near me;
nobody there... to hear me call?

i'm so afraid this isn't random
it's exactly what i've dreaded

sometimes i wonder
if i'm headed...
for yet another graceless fall...

and so i wander, lost, abandoned
wondering... was it worth
the pain and suffering... after all?