Forbidden



I must agree to disagree, a contemplation bother’s my mind, a thought stays with me, a want that has embedded it self in me,

For my minds sake I ache for a conclusion, that will bring him to me, why has come and not gone, it has held my destiny in it arms,

My questions go unanswered, as to say repeat them again, and I whisper them in layman’s terms so that may be my guide to it all, all of my wants and hunger that has put me here, in this place and time,

I grow anxious, as anxious makes me wait,


One kiss consumed me, controlled my everyday walk, as my peace of mind longer came to me, as the love of me was taking control of the infatuation of the long days, that kissed my soul,

At one moment I tried but passion knocked on my door, and it was me on the other side,

I played with what if, I called its name, and it echoed my name backwards, HAROBED, AGAIN AND AGAIN, WHICH DID NOT MAKE SINCE, UNTIL I LOOKED IN THE MIRROR, AND SAW ME ON THE OTHER SIDE,

I pleaded with self, as I doubt a kiss,


An overwhelming conclusion stares me in the face as I choose not to come face to face, with me,
A friendship kindled, is it ok if I kiss you, and that one kiss that ignited it all,

A thought, grabbed me, and I am not the same anymore,

Something I long for is not mine, someone that has stepped into my world at the wrong time, the wrong moment, and yet the want exist,

So I must agree to disagree,

Analysis something so forbidden,

To stay I did once, but the hardest thing of all, was to leave, forbidden a kiss, a thought, a act of passion, a walk to remember, a play of my movie exist in black and white, as did the role of what if,

What if I can only say, why not I can only cry, silently as I weep tears that bleed truth,

A walk to see, and a walk to remember,

Alone with peace of mind,

By Deborah Richards,

Copy write 11-2004