my kaos has me exploring the seguences of event's in my life, i have passed the stage of wishful thinking and concentrated on the has been's of it's words and walk of life, what is it that we can not escape from, and what is it that keeps us begging for more insult's, lie's mistreatments, with the hope of a chance, kaos has walked with me, beside me, holding me, and indulging me to carry on, i have know clue of it's mystic power's, or the game's it play's, i only know that i am one of it's victims,
A passionate and poignant memoir written by a woman whose life has been guided by the words: "I am here to learn how to love well." The book is a deep examination of relationships, family, motivation, and honoring of the Self.
TRUE STORY. Bella survived an abusive powerbroker father with organized crime ties, a drug-addicted mother and a physically/sexually abusive brother. Shocking & inspirational. When she couldn't cry, she tattooed a crying angel to cry for her.