Excellent piece.

Difficult to let go of, but it is, I believe, the enemy of our soul who crippes us with guilt and condemnation. Accusation comes from HIM rather than from God, who has only love and redemption to offer. If we could but realise that, then maybe that would help us not to be so fearful and the letting go of our shortcomings and mistakes would be easier. Still takes a great deal of determination to do it though... to let it all go and not to take it back again. I have found that a good therapy is to go alone to a vast expanse of water and to name each thing that has bugged me and to throw it with a scream right into the place where I can't pick it up again! But, that's me, init?! You are a tender and sensitive soul, Felix, who has paid more than the price for whatever you have felt you have done, I am sure. Bless you, Kate xx

Well expressed Felix!

Love Tinka

As we see the shining moments of our youth fade into dust, it is difficult not to take a position of mourning the loss of them. Such sweet and free times those were when our lives were so much less complicated. As we wave goodbye, surely there will be tears in our eyes.
Take care,
Sherry

a somewhat tormented state of mind that you bring out most effectively ...

Beautiful outpouring. A great write with a feeling of sadness though a feeling of hope.
Antoinette

Felix,
I know all too well the frustrations that mingle with insomnia. Nothing works right, your mind, your body, or your muse! As a matter of fact that little critter gets might irritating when one hasn't rested, and he decides to play tricks.
Take a long hot shower, listen to some relaxing music, drink something enjoyable..and then try again!
My prayers are with you.

Lisa