Til Rises The Sun
by Barbara Lynn Terry
Why does he slam the door in the night?
Where does he go that he just might
Be able to have a fling or get drunk?
I tried to think but oh what bunk,
As I sit here crying and drowning in my tears.
I hear him now, and I start to tremble in my fears,
Because his rage is pouring out like the rain,
And I cannot find the strength to regain
My composure of a strong, fearless mind.
Oh what do I do? There's no place to hide.
Climb out the window and run to confide
In your one and only dearest friend,
But she is sleeping and I just cannot end,
This quaking fear in the pits of my bowels,
And here he comes getting nearer as he growls;
"Where are you woman? Come here right now!"
I am afraid and fear for my very life.
Oh Why did I agree to become his wife,
Only a month ago,
When I was vulnerable and very low?
Now he is a beast, a man of violent rage,
But to be still is not advice I'd call sage,
I have to hide or at least run,
Cause he'll beat me til rises the sun.
Best wishes
Love Tinka
You are all great friends, and we all need each other as women to confide in and support each other. The words came very fast after the first few lines, because I have been abused too, not as a wife tho, but the same abuse. I was told about a great site just for us women so we can get the support we need for our own self esteem, http://www.selfesteem4women.com. Many women in that site have been abused, or have failed relationships, or problems with their S/Os, fiances, boyfriends or husbands. We need reassurances everyday from other women. Stay strong, be confident and have self esteem. Barbie
"If I have to be this girl in me, Then I have the right to be."
God Bless
Michelle!
Regis
SFx
I'm not sure if this is just a poem or if it's your real life. Please get away from him if it's your real life. No one deserve to live in fear.
I'm beginning to worry about you now.
Sandie May Angel a.k.a. Sandie Angel :o)