WHEN YOU STOP THINKING YOU ARE IN CONTROL, ONLY (GOD) IS; NOT ME, NOT YOU...

12-25-01 ( Revised)

Your Thoughts Come To Me Again, I look into my Past,
Of Treasured Moments I Must tell You At Last !
Waiting in Doctors Office Observing You,
Then, about You It was a Sin,True,
Beauty I saw Within,as I stared into your
Eyes, I Had To Meet You,for,
In Coy way I asked Doctor to help me,
Do just That! Hauntingly, I know you now see
Gest of It, this Poem to You.
I,TRASK must make my Amends.Few
Women in my Lifetimes have ever left a
Lasting Impression on my Mind. Whence we'd met, say
To You, I Wanted to,many thing's about life.
But,due to passing of your Momma: Your Evil Father, Strife
No Doubt, Still a lasting Impression upon
Your mind. Somehow we went our own ways, so Fond
Of You, I'd gone along with your Wishes,and,
Times later I Know you tried to get back to me! Understand
For But 1 Moment, By Far,
Their is Reason for everything in Life. Our
Pathes did not cross again!
Why ? I've no control Over Universal Mind,(God), Then
Being Its " Observer ", I Must Partake in my
Destiny, Envoke Its Dong for Good of all Mankind;Try
Understand, We are all here to Care & Share,to___
Serve Humanity ! Look into your Heart, Listen to your Inner Voice,
It is of Life Itself,contains all Knowledge! Choice
I Did Not Have --- Choice You Did Make!
I could write a Book about You -- Do Not Forsake
Your past nor Life Itself, We will met again -- 2nd Time,
Before on your " Judgement Day ". On Lonely street Of many Lifetime,
We Have met thru " Sands of Time ", Well I sense you are, Confusion
I do not mean to make, but, this " Great Illusion ",
Of The Peoples Planet Called Earth -- Hell
I Accept For all Eternity! I Know It Well !
Time is just that, For our Thoughts are
So Powerful, I Know Your's By Far
Haved Reached Out Many Times. With This
Poem I Touch Upon Your Soul, Bliss
Will Come to you For all Time. You were Kind,
That's All that really matters. To See
Meaning Of Life & Its Portals, we
Will Meet again. I, TRASK am your True Friend. Your
Thoughts I Will Not Ask for, I Already Know! For
All that comes before You, A Learning process. See
In my Mind, Never will Pass that Yearning. Please
Its answer is to Ease.
On That Cold Winter Night. Sin, I Held You So Tight! I
Never wanted to let you go; I knew then, why,I
Still Condemn Him, (God), Would make Us Part,
How " I Tried To Hide The Tears In My Heart "... I
I Do Not Forget, My Memory Does Not Fade,
A Comment to Me you'd Made:
There 2 Kinds Of People Who Drive Corvettes, Those That
Fit In Them & Those Who Try to Fit In Them ! That
Life, All Its Hell, Misery & Pain Is
Just That -- As I Close this Poem to You, Tis
TRUE , I, TRASK have in my Heart are
Fondest Moments I'd Spent With You by far
Are Locked In My Time Passages ** As Near The End
In The Eyes Of (God ) , We Will Meet Again...

FOREVER, TRASK....

Etal: Four Seasons Supper Club -- Then As I Held You So Close,You're
Still Dancing In My Mind, I Still Smell the Clean Scent Of Your
Long Brown Hair In My Face, I Feel Your Hand Not Letting Go Of Mine,
The " PAIN ", For Even (God), Too Must Pay That Price, Sin, Entwine,
Refrain, " I CAN'T STOP THE TEARS ", Why Didn't I Resist, RISK,
I'll Always Be In Love With You, Peggy Sisk...

** You Will Hug Me Again, Dr. Marion Skezas..

Note: Look (at) Red Heart On Your Photo (at) Web Site___

__________It Is Bleeding, i.e Tear's__________

CLICK ON: DIRTY DANCING

c 1979 /2001 TRASK