I go through my days
only in motion.
As though i am in such
a hypnotic state!
~*~
Never was there the
slightest notion,
That my heart someday
you would break!
~*~
My nights are often
so long and lonely.
For i lay in bed and
only think of you!
~*~
Next thing i know
it's early morning.
Another long day that
I must try to get through!
~*~
I'll go through the motions
of wearing a smile.
I will act as though things
are truly going fine!
~*~
Inside i will be dying
all of the while.
As i walk through life
Feeling so lost and blind!
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
author: Trixie Love
copyright 2002
My Dearest friend Kay,
Such a warm beautiful comment!
You hit the nail right
on it's head...
Yes, this is a poem about
my deceased son....
You have also touched
my life Kay...
Giving up is never the
answer...
For you shatter the hearts
and life of the ones who
love you the most.
Life is too short as it is...
No need to rush it along...
You have always been a
special friend...
Remember that saying
"When life hands you
a bunch of lemons,
Make lemonade"...
I love you my dear friend!
Thank you everyone else
for your nice comments...
You are all special to me...
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Reviews of "So Lost And Blind"
Reviewed by Cathy Montgomery (Reader)
Reviewed on July 11, 2002
Heart touching write--so moving! Kay said it all so perfectly...
Dear Trixy,
You are an awesome spirit,you touched me long ago on another poetry site,I was so taken by your sincerity,not many are as true as you...you have much to tell,much to share...all (especially me) can learn from you..your life...your observations....your feelings.Thank you for sharing some of who you are with me ...it has helped me very much ...I suffer from enviromental chemical depression (which means when my enviroment is hostile, I become very depressed....when it is peaceful, I am fine)...what you shared about your son has helped me..sometimes I still want to quit... but I pull myself together, these days ,because I know the results,and I would never want to leave someone behind as sad as you have been...It is often very hard to hang on...painful even...but folks like you help.Thank you dear Trixy...this is from my inner heart.
Sincerely,
Kay.
Reviewed by krissy
Reviewed on July 10, 2002
oh sweetie,
heartache is such a cripling state. it's like death...no one i know of..escapes it.
the refreshing news is...there is resurection!
((((((HUGS))))))
smile...i luv ya
krissy
Hard to picture you this way. Hope its all just make believe
Reviewed by Jay Chattin
Reviewed on July 10, 2002
Sir Jay to the rescue. My lady with my shield I can protect you, with my vision I can help lead you, but you alone with have to make the decision to come with me. Super write my lady.
Reviewed by Masarat Daud (Reader)
Reviewed on July 10, 2002
Excellent art. It's a phase in life hun, let it pass. Don't accept it :)
Trixie,
This is a treasure of a write!! The image, the music, fantastic flow!
I do hope the theme, is not true for you!
If it is,
*BIG HUG*
The days will get shorter again, in time.
~Jen
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You are an awesome spirit,you touched me long ago on another poetry site,I was so taken by your sincerity,not many are as true as you...you have much to tell,much to share...all (especially me) can learn from you..your life...your observations....your feelings.Thank you for sharing some of who you are with me ...it has helped me very much ...I suffer from enviromental chemical depression (which means when my enviroment is hostile, I become very depressed....when it is peaceful, I am fine)...what you shared about your son has helped me..sometimes I still want to quit... but I pull myself together, these days ,because I know the results,and I would never want to leave someone behind as sad as you have been...It is often very hard to hang on...painful even...but folks like you help.Thank you dear Trixy...this is from my inner heart.
Sincerely,
Kay.
heartache is such a cripling state. it's like death...no one i know of..escapes it.
the refreshing news is...there is resurection!
((((((HUGS))))))
smile...i luv ya
krissy
even the bitter sweet
you express it like no other!!!
Amor
This is a treasure of a write!! The image, the music, fantastic flow!
I do hope the theme, is not true for you!
If it is,
*BIG HUG*
The days will get shorter again, in time.
~Jen