There is no doubt
I have an addictive
Personality,
I eat
And I shop
Compulsively,
And I'm certain
I am only
One drink away
From being
An alcoholic.
I live
In a constant state
Of crisis
And I am
Almost completely devoid
Of self-control,
I struggle every minute
To achieve some sense
Of balance
And often despair
Of finding it;
But I soldier on,
Picking myself up
After every fall
And trying,
Trying,
And trying again
To find
My missing peace.
Many have an addiction of some sort
whether it be chocolate, drinking or
smoking (I smoke)... It is a comfort
device, a way to treat ourselves although
in excess is damaging... we have to discover
why we do this, once we get to the root of it...
Then we can begin to recover (I've quit 5 times lol)
Well done Rebecca!If we are honest it this sounds like the majority of the people on this planet. It hit home for me. A home run for you. Amen and Merry Christmas. Johnboy
My book of poetry is being redone by me, I have a beautiful cover designed and the book will have a few more than 200 poems in it. I am going to have it printed on demand here in Canada. When it is done I will let you know when it is done and if anyo
A further collection of poems, many from years in the Middle East, but also the California San Francisco and Central Coast areas (Santa Cruz, Carmel, Big Sur, Berkeley, etc.).
whether it be chocolate, drinking or
smoking (I smoke)... It is a comfort
device, a way to treat ourselves although
in excess is damaging... we have to discover
why we do this, once we get to the root of it...
Then we can begin to recover (I've quit 5 times lol)
Hugs darlin'
Love and Light
Lily
budd