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panic attack (for misty and me)
by Karla Dorman, The StormSpinner → (All Poetry by Karla Dorman, The StormSpinner)
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pray for me--my old friend, stormphobia, has returned. :(

sticking cold fingers into the gut
wringing intestines like wet clothes
my friend fear announces its presence
by jangling nerves from head to toes--

agitation
palpitations
i think i'm going to die

inducing ragged gasps of abject fear
feels like i can't get enough air
black walls of terror close in on me
as i ask God my life to spare--

rapid breathing
emotions seething
and all i can do is cry

everyone looks at me with pity
NOBODY FREAKING UNDERSTANDS
do you think i choose to live this way
i would change if i had the chance--


i hate feeling like this
am i going crazy

(they all say i am
so it must be true )

AM I

AM I

why does no one else act like this?????

(C) Copy written, 2004, by Karla Dorman.


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 Reviews of "panic attack (for misty and me)"
Reviewed by Tinka Boukes
Reviewed on April 24, 2004
I agree with Elizabeth on this one!!

Love Tinka

Reviewed by E T Waldron
Reviewed on April 23, 2004
Excellent descriptive write Karla. Now if only you
could control the fear and make it work for you! You
have the power to turn fear into strength, no one can
do it for you, but God will help you. I'm praying for
you and Karla, as you asked, I know those storms can
petrify anyone. Especially tornadoes. That's one reason
I moved from Illinois to California.Keep writing, and
thinking up those great riddles, you'll get through this;-)

Reviewed by Elizabeth Taylor (Reader)
Reviewed on April 23, 2004
I must say, you deal with it well in poetry. Chin up.

Reviewed on April 23, 2004
Karla you are not the only one who fears storms, when rain starts coming, heavy rain I mean I start freaking, I really don't think I could do Texas in the winter to well...
God Bless
~Michelle~

Reviewed by Floria Kelderhouse (Reader)
Reviewed on April 23, 2004
I know this fear...I used to have it...
I don't know why it is not as strong as
it used to be...but I am much better about
it all...Actually I worry more about my
family than I do myself...You are not crazy
karla...those storms can be horrid...and I
don't blame you one bit...just pray...
and stay in a closet or someplace safe...
love...floria

Reviewed by Mr. Ed
Reviewed on April 23, 2004
You're not crazy, Karla. Many have phobias - about many different things, but it sounds like you may need to move somewhere that is tornado and thunderstorm free. Hang in there; every storm does pass.

Reviewed by Andy Turner (Reader)
Reviewed on April 23, 2004
Hey I've been along term sufferer, nothing worse...

Reviewed by Anna Marie Fritz (Reader)
Reviewed on April 23, 2004
Put flourescent lights everywhere in the house that you can,
don't watch depressing TV shows, read Psalms, especially chapter 55,
wear bright colors and look at garden magazines...
knowing that storms bring beautiful flowers, not just damage.
Prayers sent your way, too!

Reviewed by Dawn Richerson
Reviewed on April 23, 2004
you sure captured the panic. sorry for how this affects you! sunshine on still waters is my wish for you, Dawn

Reviewed on April 23, 2004
you aren't alone in this; and you have educated many with this write! i hope nothing but calmer (and sunnier) days ahead for you; you are in my thoughts and prayers!

powerful, heartpounding write; thanks for sharing, karla!

(((HUGS))) and much love, your twin, karen lynn. :(

Reviewed by A PAX
Reviewed on April 23, 2004
i bet you can write your way into a sunny place!!!!!!!

you are so very blessed with talent..........

pax......hugs......etc :)
Anita

Reviewed by James Justice (Reader)
Reviewed on April 23, 2004
You're not crazy. panic attacks happen to a lot of people, I know I've had the same feels you express in your poem. There are medications you can get to calm you if you feel this coming on. Taking them isn't a sign of weekness or a sign that you're crazy, it shows you have courage. It's not a good to feel that you are about to die. Scary. Hope you feel better. My thoughts are with you.


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