I don’t know why but I feel lost and broken and confused.
I want so much in life yet I can’t find the words to express what it is.
Could it be I have grown restless yet again?
I hope this is not so I want to stay I want to make this time work.
I do not want to run from those I love.
My life has lost meaning.
MY heart has lost the passion I once spoke of so fondly.
Who are you to leave me?
My very own emotions seem to have deserted me this time.
I feel I have become numb from the inside out and yet I long to feel again.
Why can’t I just feel?
I want the pain the hurt the love and the passion.
I want to feel it all.
I just want to express this loss and confusion in words that I can share with others.
I want to cry.
I want to scream yet the tears won’t come to my eyes and the words escape my lips.
I choke on phrases I can’t even put words to.
Where can I find my words?
Where could they be hiding?
I have looked far and Wide.
Hell I have looked deep inside.
They are gone as if a thief has stolen right out from under me.
It is as if a stranger has taken over a mind I was blissfully in lack of control of.
Memories no longer incite turmoil, love, hatred, longing, passion, happiness, confusion, or sadness.
I must have died and gone to Poets hell.
A world of emotions and no words to describe it.
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