why me Lord?
what have i ever done
to deserve even one
of the thing's that i've done
was it just me Lord?
was it i a couldn't
or that i just wouldn't
see
just who I Be?
i couldn't see
what it was costin' me.
was it just me
who did what i done?
son of a gun
a pistol i be
guess it was just me
who did what i did.
2 ex-wifes
gave it their best try's.
i don't the why's.
i just remember the lies.
what can i say
'tweren't they
who always had to play
this Game of Life.
can't blame either ex-wife.
the fault was all mine...
guess it was my rythmn & my ryhme.
happens all the time.
but why me Lord?
what have i ever done
to deserve all that i've done?
DUH!!!!!!!!!!!
don't be a dummy!
i did what i did.
i did try to hid
or hide
my side
(maybe that was my pride)
or my mistakes
or were they just miss-takes
but still i awakes
and say
for pete's sake's
why me Lord?
why did i play?
why did i stay
'till i had to pay?
why me Lord?
why did i try
'till we all had to cry?
'till all that was left was "good-bye".
why me Lord?
guess the answer is plain,
i must be insane
to enjoy such pain.
but
why me Lord?
why did i always play the wrong card?
why me Lord?
was i always the same,
tryin' to play
the same old game
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